Monday, September 29, 2008
She took my strength today and it was a 40!!! I was just a 24 two weeks ago. She said that is really good gain... I can lift more and more all the time. They said when it come down to just the knuckles it is mostly up to me to regain. So, here the plan... I will go 2x a week for 2 more weeks then on October 13th I will get totally re-measured. They will then talk with my surgeon and decide on 2x a week, 1x a week, 1x every other week or none. Guess which one I am hoping for. ;-) I will return to my surgeon in a couple months and he will then decide on surgery or not.
All in All if I regained no more than this I would have a good life. I have seen much worse at therapy, so just glad to have my hand. I am having some Post concussion symptoms and that hasn't been real fun.
So, that's what I found out this morning. Malachi had fun playing with his friends at Felicle's house. He loves to go there and play. She has a kitty he says is silly! She was shocked at his haircut but loved it. All the little girls like it...
I spent the afternoon going through some clothes... They salvation Army is stopping by tomorrow to pick up some clothes for there store to benefit the salvation army.
I heard a very interesting talk show on my way home today talking about Marriage. Talking about how important it is and how we have to work at it. He said what do you do for your plants? You have to pamper them, water them, give them sun for them to grow. They said you can't expect a marriage to grow if you never spend anytime together and are to busy to even talk. It was interesting... Everyone is talking about the new movie Fireproof. They were asking me today at therapy if I had seen it yet. It looks really good.
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Fun With Fives
Five years ago I had a 5 year old and a 3 month old and was trying to get use to life with 2 children. I was heading up our churches visitation ministry and made cookies everyweek for that.
What are five things on your to-do list for today (not in any particular order)?
1.) Give my son a haircut
2.) Get caught up with my favorite blogs!
3.) Go to a big yard sale!!
4.) catch up on laundry
5.) enjoy time with kids and hubby
What are five snacks you enjoy?
1.) Dried apricots
2.) Any fruit
3.) Sun Chips once in awhile
4.) I drink alot of water and don't snack to much
5.) GUM- I am a gum maniac
What five things would you do if you were a billionaire?A lot more than just FIVE things, that's for sure. But after all the "usual" things (like setting up trust funds for the kids, buying a farm and building our dream house on it, etc.) here are a few of ideas I have.
1) Go on an actual vacation to someplace other than the closest theme park
2) Adopt some girls ;-)
3) set up an adoption fund at our church to help people that are called to adopt
4) buy some horses
5) hire an interior decorator because I have not a clue!!
What are five of your bad habits?
1) I smack my gum all the time
2) I hum all the time
3) Kyle says, I come to bed every night with icy cold hand ;-0
4) I tend to pick a food and burn myself out on it...current one zucchini
5) I tend to change topics in a discussion without warning leaving my hubby clueless to what I am talking about.
What are five jobs you’ve had?
1) Waitress
2) Dollar General
3) Nanny
4) Daycare
5) Mother (The best job on earth!)
So, what do you think? Has your life changed much since five years ago? And most importantly...aren't you glad you're friends with me now, just in case I do become a billionaire someday?
Fireproof

Has anyone seen the new movie Fireproof? It really looks good and is from the makers of Facing the Giants. Kyle and I can't wait to sneak away and see this movie. I would encourage everyone to go see this movie! To see a trailer click here



We went to a berry Festival today and looked around. They were raising money for Missouri Baptist Children's Home. They had cobbler, barbecue and crafts. The kids from children's home made most of the crafts. Each of the boys picked out something they wanted.
Friday, September 26, 2008
Storytime
Jeremiah and Daddy go to breakfast
Kyle took Jeremiah to breakfast this morning. They had a good time. Jeremiah is out of school today and enjoyed eating breakfast out with Kyle and then going to the library with Malachi and I. We may head to the park after we pick up Jonas from school. Jonas said that FRIDAY'S ARE THE BEST!! He gets really excited about Friday's because he get to have music and PE. He also gets to bring home his Friday folder with all his papers from the week that he has done.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Zoo fun

Malachi and I went to the zoo this morning. Malachi liked the Hippo, elephants and giraffes the best. It was a beautiful day for a trip to the zoo. We had gotten zoo season passes on June 5th 2 days before my accident. This is the first time we have used them. It is much calmer taking Just Malachi places without Jo and JWD. They are all very lively together...
My Grandpa's are doing much better today!! I am feeling alot better also.
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
I was suppose to have therapy today, but never made it. I felt better today, but haven't been feeling real good. I talked to my natural Dr. today and told her how I had been feeling. She said I am dehydrated. that the supplements I am on for my hand you have to drink ALOT of water. I do drink alot, but I guess not enough with what I am taking. I have felt better today, so I will continue to drink more like I did today. I had to cut back on my supplements alittle cause I wasn't feeling good and my hand hasn't done as good. Stiff in my knuckles and alittle pain. I will drink more water tomorrow and take my regular supplements and it should get better. It's hard to get everything just right...
I was alittle shook up this afternoon after a truck pulled out right in front of me and I had to swerve over to miss it. Lucky no vehicles were in the other lane. I don't know how I kept form hitting that truck. At first I was MAD. then I started shaking... I really didn't need this as I was just getting comfortable with going out again. Oh well, I survived and I know my horn works good because I layed on that horn!! I was honestly alittle freaked out for awhile.
Kyle is exhausted tonight from raising money for a local pregnancy center at work. They raised $23,045.00. It was amazing to listen to. They say it takes 625.00 to save one babies life and with the money they raised they will save 36 babies lives!! That is pretty cool... The walk for life is next Saturday.
Jeremiah is loving school. His favorite things are after school artists and his gifted class. His best friend is Trindee! Jeremiah loves to read books and draw.
Jonas is loving kindergarten. He is learning tons of little songs and sings them all to us. His best friend is Megan! Jonas is very creative and loves to make things.
Malachi is liking have some time with mommy without brothers around I think. We go for walks, go to the park and go to story times at the library. He goes to Felicia's house 1x a week for a couple hours and gets to play with some kids his age.
Mala having fun playing outside
Monday, September 22, 2008
Fun at the park
I took the boys to the park after school today. They played star wars on Lego Island. My kids have a huge imaginations. The playground has squares on it and Malachi was pretending to pick them up and slide on them. They had fun with the other kids there. The other kids mother said, I wish my kids used there imaginations like your kids.;-)
I took the movie Fly wheel to therapy for one of my therapist to see. She took it home and her and her husband loved it, so today I took her Facing the Giants movie. She came and sat down beside me and said, I was raised cathalic and I love that movie and am excited to see this one tonight. She said, it was interesting to see people reading there bibles. She said she was raised you only have parts of the bible read to you and you don't read it on your own. Very interesting huh...
A volunteering musical preformed at church
If you were there it was absolutely hilarious and does make you think about volunteering if you don't know anything about it or have never done it.
They are so relaxed and you can just be yourself there it's great! I know to you Free Will Baptists all this may seem a little extreme but it reaches out to people that don't know about church and were not raised in church and they feel comfortable there...
Sunday, September 21, 2008
They did the funniest short musical to illustrate volunteering today in the main service. It was So funny... They are really trying to get people involved and connected.
The boys took there dollars today to give to the church from the story we read a couple weeks ago. They were very into giving there dollars.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
What ya think of the new me???
Friday, September 19, 2008

We went and had pizza tonight and then we all bowled. Jonas and Malachi even got into it and loved bowling. I bowled with my left hand. ;-) Right ones a little weak for that... After we were done playing we were putting all our tickets into the ticket machine and Jeremiah said, If I were a ticket I would be having fun! Jonas thought that was funny and said it over and over all the way home. So, then Malachi starting coping him and started saying it. They were very silly on the way home tonight.

OK I am pretty natural and green, but I think maybe this is A little hilarious... There is a organic baby restaurant in southern California name Pomme Bebe. A RESTAURANT FOR BABIES. This all organic, completely "green" kitchen styled restaurant. Pomme BeBe even has an award winning chef that has over 22 years of experience.

I don't know if any of you have made homemade baby food or not, but is it so easy and fun. I made all organic food for our boys and used the frozen ice cube method. It worked great and it didn't cost a fortune...
Potty Time!!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
I was way to daring today!
I decided I was going to clean our garage. Oh man it was a big big job that took me 4hours. I am just alittle tired. We are going to watch Facing the Giants this evening. The garage has been getting worse and worse all summer, but I couldn't do anything about it. Today I thought it was time... Half way through I came in for a drink and though oh my what was I thinking. It all came together in time for Kyle to get home. ;-) Looks alot better and we have room for our van.
Mala having fun at the park!
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
colors in heaven

As I was getting ready to leave the therapist said come over her and meet this lady. She had a similar cut, but not as bad and deep. Hers didn't expose the bone and joints like mine did. She is two weeks past surgery and looked great. She is bending her finger great. no stiffness at all. She looked so much better than me at that stage. The therapist told that lady that mine was just looked bad and stiff from the first time I came in there at 1 week past surgery. She said look at her now.. You don't want to look like that in 3 months you want to be moving good and not get your scar stuck down. I think the lady felt so much better... Not sure about me ;-0 Glad she felt better though.
I really don't think about the wreck much anymore. I went down that off ramp the other day by where the wreck happened and looked that way to see if traffic was coming and got chills and got flash backs of rolling.. ugh and today I was going to therapy and went past where they were building a school and as i went by they made a huge noise and i about jumped out of my skin.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
My scar is still stuck, but the surgeon thinks I have a chance at not having surgery. We will see what it looks like in December. He thought my hand had made alot of gains and was very very pleased with it. I told him my CRPS has settled down some. He was thrilled about that. He said surgery can stir up CRPS so we will have to make sure the surgery is really be worth it to go ahead. I will have therapy 2x a week for another month and then see how things are looking. He said I am probably going to get to the point that it comes down to my stiff knuckles that will be mostly up to me to regain. At some point I may go off therapy accept for evaluations.
He said it will depend on how bad you want it if you will get it back. That's like saying do you want cherries with your cherry pie. Of course I want it all back and will do what it takes. I am pretty mean to myself at home these days trying to get it working.
a week and a half ago I started taking some natural supplements that I think have made a world of difference. Nattozies and IFC I think these two have really helped alot. I am also on flaxseed oil and had a hand ION.
I can now move my wrist to a 65. 80 is perfect and anything past 70 is considered very good, but for my hand they consider anything past 60 very good for being a board 4 weeks ago.
Please Pray for these things:
*That my scar will UN-stick, so I will be able to move my knuckles all the way
*That my CRPS will stay calmed down and completely go away
*That I will recover completely and have no lingering affects
*That my pinkie finger will heal properly and that lump will go away
Sunday, September 14, 2008
We have had a pretty good day around here. The boys have been lively today! Jonas is enjoying school, but really likes getting to stay home on weekends. My neck and back were kinda hurting today some so i took it easy and was kinda lazy. My finger is still straight. My hand is sore when pulled or messed with but I am not having that consent pain like before. It is stiffer today because of the weather. I'll get to show off my straight finger tomorrow at therapy and then I see my surgeon after that tomorrow morning. We will see what he thinks about surgery. Since the wreck I have been really spacey. They say it's because of the concussion. I have a hard time multi-tasking and pulling things together like I usually did before.
I have been kinda going through a weird time lately. Kinda feeling like I am disconnected from everyone because all I do is therapy. I don't really have a moms playgroup I am hanging out with like I usually do, but trying to get connected with one.
I don't usually like to let people know to much about me. I guess I think no one would like the real me, but here's some things you probably didn't know about me.. here goes... I have horrible anxiety and it makes any event hard. I usually end up sick because I just don't handle it well. I have a very low self-esteem. I get embarrassed real easy and don't like to be put on the spot. I don't really like small groups they make me nervous. I have some learning disabilities that make some things hard and I will do anything to not let anyone know that about me. I like music on all the time. From the time I wake up till the time I got to sleep I have to have some music on. I guess it's in my blood. I have one brother, but I only get to see & talk to him once or twice a year. I also love the New living translation of the bible. I know people get hung up on that one alot. I have always had some reading comprehension difficulty and it just seems to make sense.I just got a new NLT bible and really like it. I am also a gum chewing maniac. I chew tons of gum. It's my calming thing. I smack and it drives Kyle crazy. :-) I would love to adopt a little girl from Korea or China. I like my house clean and it kinda drives me nuts if it not clean. I have to have everyone clothes laid out and lunches packed the night before. I have a soft spot for children with special needs. I love sign language and hope to be able to use my hand to do it again. I love the old shows like Lucy, Beaver, waltons and prairie. Kyle is sometimes a procrastinator and it drives me nuts ;-) I hav to have things scheduled way in advance. I love to just sit and watch the boys. I love to hang out with hubby and talk. I am a health nut. I love to watch as Kyle calls them sappy love movies... I love horses and Owned one named blackie when I was a teenagers. I use to draw when I was younger and I could pretty good. I also, love to take pictures but I bet that one is no surprise.
So there's alittle insight into my life in a nuts shell... God made us just the way we are for a reason and loves us and wants us to be able to except ourselves for who we are. For me this blog was a big big step. I am a horrible speller, but I did it anyway oh and thank goodness for spellcheck. ;-) So, I may not be the greatest Pastors wife all the time, but I do want to be Authentic.
Natalie Grant - Perfect People lyrics
Never let 'em see you when you're breaking
Never let 'em see you when you fall
That's how we live and that's how we try
Tell the world you've got it all together
Never let them see what's underneath
Cover it up with a crooked smile
But it only lasts for a little while
There's no such thing as perfect people
There's no such thing as a perfect life
So come as you are, broken and scared
Lift up your heart and be amazed
And be changed by a perfect God
Suddenly it's like a weight is lifted
When you hear the words that you are loved
He knows where you are and where you've been
And you never have to go there again
Who lived and died to give new life
To heal our imperfections
So look up and see out let grace be enough
By a perfect God
Be changed by a perfect God
Be changed
Jonas being sneaky
We woke up this morning and was laying in bed and kept hearing something. We first thought it was malachi playing with something and then Kyle went into the living room and he said you have to come see this. I went in there and found a big blanket covered lump sitting infront of the tv playing a video game. Under the cover was our Jonas. ;-) I guess he thought if we couldn't see him we wouldn't know he was playing without asking!
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Friday, September 12, 2008
School

Jonas has had a great first 2 weeks of kindergarten! He gets to bring all the papers he has made home on Friday. Today he brought home a picture of a rainbow he made. He is working on the fruits on the spirit at school. They are working on showing love to people this month.

Jeremiah is enjoying 4Th grade. He goes to his gifted program one day a week and is hoping to Join the after school artists soon. He is gifted artist and can draw really well. I should put up something he has drawn. I ask him the name of his best friend this year. I said what is his name.. Jeremiah looked at me and said her name is trinidee. ;-)
hand
Kyle, Mala and I had breakfast this morning. We had a wonderful time and Mala ate tons.I don't think he needs lunch. ;-)

My best fist I can make today!!
Thursday, September 11, 2008
My wrist is doing really really good. Therapists said it is considered good even if it didn't change anymore from this point.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Pictures of my hand
This is the best fist I can make
still have that pretty purple color. Purple is my favorite color but not on my hand!
As you can see in the pic my pinky finger is deformed and has no bend in the knuckle joint. Which means it just hangs there. I have no control over it. My swelling is down in my wrist today, but it is more swollen under my pinky finger so not sure what that means.I guess i will find out tomorrow at therapy. I am taking some natural supplements that my Natural Doctor said would help. I am not taken anything the doctors have given me for pain. Tylenol and Ib profin do nothing for the pain. I will continues to do all natural things and trust that God will heal me. I would be lying if I said I wasn't scared out of my mind. The thought of it spreading to my foot and being bed ridden is very scary. It is hard to stay strong day after day when you see little progress, but I'm trying to hang in there. I don't want my kids to see me as the mommy that gave up. I want them to see me stay strong and fight to regain the use of my hand....
Family Pow Wow Time


Jonas
Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Boys playing
Sunday, September 7, 2008
North point church music
THis is north point churches Christmas Eve service last year... Pretty cool huh... Wonder what all they will do this year...
There service was very good today! They did some hillsong music. Today was there 5yr Birthday!! They have done amazing things in 5years.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Visit to mamma and pappa's house
Friday, September 5, 2008
Mala

Malachi has been potty training for 2-1/2 weeks now and is doing really good. He isn't having very many accidents and well actually has never really had that many since the beginning. He loves wearing underwear likes his brothers. He has a potty chart I made that he loves putting stickers on to show daddy how good he has done each day. I believe in just waiting until they are old enough and just put them in underwear one day and never go back to diapers. We had a getting rid of diapers day. ;-) I'm very proud of Mala for the awesome job he is doing... He stays dry during naptime and when we are out also.Daddy and Jonas off to breakfast
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
OH MY GOODNESS
Republican convention

Boys playing hot wheels
We got out the hot wheels stuff after Jonas got home from school and they are building a big track! They are working hard to get a really big track built. Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Jonas' first day of Kindergarten!!
Jonas started kindergarten today! He acted alittle nervous on the way there and was very quiet. He went right in his class and hung up his back pack and put his supplies in his cubby. He immediately started playing and seemed fine. Mala didn't want to leave he wanted to go to school to i think. ;-) It was an exciting morning and kinda sad one. I'm use to Jonas being at home with me, so this will take some getting use to. I hugged him before we left and got teary eyed. I miss him. Our house is way to quiet!!
Jonas was all smiles after school today. He said, he played star wars on the playground with his new friends. He was Luke the good guy, but his friends were bad guys. ;-) He said, i want to go to school to play star wars again!!
I got a hand ION
I got a hand ion this morning to help my hurt hand. It is just clean water to start with and it turned lots of colors. My water at the end was black, brown, white and orange. Certain colors mean it is detoxing from the area of the body. Brown means detoxing the liver, White is yeast, black means detox heavy metals and orange is joint detox. She also said it looked like some detox f inflammation, but I forgot what color that was. So, it looks like I got some stuff out, so maybe that will help. I'm also starting some other stuff tomorrow.












